A Gray World: 2020 Pandemic & beyond

This is my first time posting in here, so please bear with me. I’ve been speaking to many people over the past few years, and getting a rather disturbing general consensus amongst a wide variety of Americans of all different ilks.

Backtrack to 2019/2020: the Pandemic becomes a worldwide event, instilling fear into the forefront of daily life, and even more fearful responses from the global community. We all remember the continuity, so I’ll not go into detail here. For myself, and people I have interviewed, the real issues came AFTER the “all clear” from the health community, and the return to normalcy.

Something happened in 2020, and nothing is the same. For many folks, the world became an alien and unfamiliar place, a new world that has become gray, depressed, and negative. People have lost the zest for life; the weather has become more unstable; date nights, holidays, and even family/friend get-togethers have become dull and superficial. Some have mentioned a loss of joy for even simple things, like emotions are wrapped in plastic, and we are just existing day after day until the end.

I’ve heard so many reasons, from every part of the spectrum imaginable, and they all seem equally valid. What I want to hear is YOUR story; what has changed for YOU, and how. I want this to be a space for people to say the things that they’ve been keeping silent on for the past 5 years.

Step up, the podium is yours…

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Thanks @WilliamvonBrick for giving us a podium to speak upon.

And hello to every reading entity.

I was born in 1984 and grew up to be kind of a bully in high school at the ages from 15 to 18, let’s say.

After school, in early 2003, I went on an Islamic-propagation movement for a 40-days journey around my country, Mauritius, staying for 2-4 days in Mosques around the island for the whole duration thereof, which gives you an approximation of 10 Mosques covered during those forty days.

Thereafter, I attained an extremely (to me it appeared so) high spiritual station which I couldn’t keep up except for two months or something and then I experienced a very hard downfall, having been labeled as a madman even and an extremist by my own family for constantly preaching and whatnot.

Since 2003 and my downfall till now, I was fooled by ‘‘friends’’ to stay at a mental hospital for a duration of two weeks, applied and entered local university premises for four courses which I dropped out of after a semester or a year, and now slowly regaining pretty much my initial mental state which I had at the age of 18.

Here’s about the movement I had joined and wanted every single body to join at that time in 2003:

The ‘‘Tablighi Jama’at’’ literally means ‘‘Propagation Movement’’.

As for those who find it painful to listen to the above, here’s to you:

‘‘Da’wah’’ means ‘‘Calling to’’. In the above, it means as in ‘‘they are not teaching others but are in fact reminding their own selves by and through speaking words of truth to others.’’

“The Sunnah of the Prophet’’ means ‘‘The Way the Prophet Did it’’.

“Fitnah’’ for the record means ‘‘Perversion’’.

“Riyad as-Saliheen” means “Garden of the Virtuous” for the record.

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Hey, welcome to the forums :waving_hand:

This is actually a mystery I’ve been eager to solve since COVID started because everythings become unrecognizable than the world we used to live in. Even more so because many of them don’t seem to realize that there has ever been any change, or act as though nothing ever occured. It’s really a kind of phenomenon.

I’m excited to see someone here who shares that same view and urgency on this topic. I’ve been keeping track of what people have been saying online about this particular shift for a few years now,as well as coming to a few of my own conclusions.

Before sharing though, Im curious about the reasons you’ve heard of people’s changes or what you believe it might be. Maybe we’ll have some overlap.

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Updated my post up there.

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This is the stuff for mass trauma specialists. Please don’t take this the wrong way but i truly hope your inquiry is coming from an honest place and you aren’t just data gathering for TPTB. The gov’t’s operatives hit the ground running after 9/11 so there’s no reason why they wouldn’t be “looking around” now.

https://news.columbia.edu/news/researcher-finds-911-attacks-led-new-understanding-mass-trauma

The coronavirus pandemic may be the most significant mass trauma event of the decade, and it’s drawing parallels with another significant trauma — the September 11, 2001, attacks. The events of 9/11 have much to teach us about the impact of trauma.

Yes, what you described is happening worldwide and we are all feeling it but it varies in intensity depending on locale. I often wonder about the lost tribes living in the Amazon. Surely, they must be feeling something too albeit in a different degree than someone, say, living in NYC. Our collective psyche was broken…..lots of threads you could tie together.

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I will have to share more of my personal story/experience later when I have time, but believing what I believe (the Bible) and knowing that the spiritual realm is the starting place for what we see in the physical, I believe that the pandemic opened the door for some major workings of the devil. One example — fear opens the door for oppression from foul and evil spirits. When you entertain fear, when you allow it to exist and persist in your mind, when your imagination runs wild because of fear — dark forces have been given an opportunity to influence your life. This is one of the more obvious things I can assume stemmed from the widespread fear and panic of the pandemic, and I guarantee there is much more. Think about the hate and division it caused — if Satan can get people angry at one another over masks and vaccines, stirring up division and hatred and discord, he has an in-road to the lives of everyone harboring hatred, unforgiveness, strife, etc. Then you see the fruit of his influence working in people’s lives, both in their outward behavior and also the internal torment they suffer.

To see massive shifts in the way people live and act and their demeanor and hope and joy post-pandemic screams THIS IS SPIRITUAL to me.

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There’s many possible factors to pinpoint it onto one cause. Some say its spiritual, others say vaccines, long covid, or introduction of 5g. It could be all of them. Since there’s no clear evidence to most, it comes down to the easiest one to grasp- the aftermath trauma of the pandemic.

But years have passed since then, things should’ve gradually readjusted. But the atmosphere continues to have this Twilight Zone vibe to it.

I wondered the same thing about those isolated tribes and amazonians. But I heard they too were given access to Starlink a while back, and they immediately got hooked onto the tech- ofc not in a good way.

A lot of people think it’s the phones that people got hooked onto during the lockdowns, but those existed llng before. The few things introduced that could slightly shift peoples wiring is the introduction of short form content (almost every social media platform adopted it after tiktok exploded in popularity in 2020)

Onlyfans also gained massive popularity during this time. The internet has become more explicit since then with content in general, while having the paradox of censorship and digital verification.

Algorithms in general changed across all social media sites. Monoculture used to be more widespread, and peoples feeds are more like a personal bubble, creating more extremist opinions.

You’ll also see that the top Google results whenever searching anything nowadays has reddit pushed to the top- as AI gathers most of its information there and propaganda bots run rampant there.

The biggest one of them all is AI, the one that conventionally swooped in to be everybodys friend when people became lonely and isolated during lockdowns.

The digital world doesn’t have everything to do with it, but it’s made a large contribution when most people are getting conditioned by it for the majority of their waking hours.

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I did say that there’s many threads you can string together because we are all different and everyone’s experience was/is different.

For many, it was an ontological shock (demolition of world views). Imagine a normie who believed in the System because it was working for them only to wake up to their vaxxed loved one, dead, beside them. Or someone who came home from work only to find their vaxxed teenage son collapsed dead in the bathroom. The vaxxed also felt abandoned. One lady’s account stood out to me. She said the Left (institutions & individuals in denial) abandoned them/each other and the Right (who didn’t get the shot) dismissed their concerns because they thought them dumb enough to fall for a scam…..countless stories, to say nothing of destroyed businesses, a deteriorating economic situation and other crises that linger on (Ukraine, Gaza etc).

So you have all these shattered illusions and negative emotions that masses of people are carrying around that become like a giant cloud over everyone’s head and yet some how we are supposed to expect everyone to have recovered in 6yrs? I don’t even believe “long covid” is a thing….just a made up term for vax side effects. In 2020, Klaus Schwab said that the “cut we now have is too deep”….intimating that the old world wasn’t coming back. You may also remember this:

I entertain the thought that some of the collective depression feels unnatural, like it’s being induced & perpetuated. Likely because we are barreling towards a World gov’t and for TPTB, we have to be in a certain emotional state that is conducive to acquiescing to their grand plot. I was on the phone with someone in September, laughing about the failed Rapture prediction for 9/23. I told the other person that it is possible the TikTok predictions took off because people are mentally and emotionally exhausted and the last resort is “appealing to heaven”.

I maintain the belief that when the Establishment talks about “Alien Disclosure”, they are not really referring to tentacled creatures with ten heads coming to save us. Would you even get onto a spaceship with something like that? I maintain that we are going to have a religious psyop. People will effortlessly respond to a Jesus, Mary, the saints or whatever pantheon of gods that they believe in. Besides, no one is praying to or begging the aliens to come and destroy the deepstate. So this something that I think people should keep in mind.

Finally, yes there is ofcourse a spiritual component to it all. There is a “quiet revival” (as I call it) happening….of people seeking out God because of all the evil they witnessed during the covid years. Lots of anectodal stories…

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A lot of things you mentioned do influence the spiritual state of the collective, and when people are operating at a low energy level, it would prime them for the incoming NWO. Even those who carry on with their usual lives, without personal loss or much concern for what’s happening in the news, seem to be affected by psychological shifts without realizing. Many of them even say we should stop talking about the pandemic because it’s old news and no longer relevant, but the 180 changes in collective behavior and personality make me question it. It feels as though the acceleration of global turmoil are continually directed at the masses, who react in the moment and then quickly forget once the next 24 hr lasting trend or media cycle appears in their algorithms.

That said, I’m curious about something. I’ve asked a few times on this forum and noticed that most people here don’t believe there was ever an actual virus. From firsthand experience, I caught COVID months before any vaccines were released and, to this day, still have altered taste and smell. If it can affect those senses, I believe it could also reach parts of the brain and alter certain cognitive functions. I’ve heard many accounts from people who never took the vaccine but still report brain fog, reduced physical and mental energy, memory issues, etc.

My theory about the vaccines is that they worked in tandem with COVID. For those who didn’t catch it in the “first act” and complied with the lock downs, the vaccine would ensure most people would come out of their houses and get the dose- or multiple direct injections, (some kind of variant of the virus) while believing it granted some type of protection.

With that, whether you are rebellious (“Stay at home!” “No, I’ll do whatever I want!”), or compliant towards the government (“We better get those vaccines to stay protected”), you’re more likely to get bulls eyed.

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What is weird to me is that nobody is talking about Covid anymore. Flu outbreaks- yes, those are covered in the media every winter season but not new Covid outbreaks? The virus still exists but everyone decided to ignore it.

It is real. I know people who died from it. I also caught Covid once.

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I don’t believe the covid virus was ever a thing. If it was, then there was no need for so much fakery just to make us all believe that there was a virus going around. I mean, you guys don’t remember bike accidents being logged as covid deaths? Again, if the virus was a real thing, that could even be aerosolized, there was no need to euthanize the elderly and label them as covid deaths

Midazolam Murders: Were the Elderly in U.K Long Term Care Homes killed with Euthanasia Drugs and Labeled as COVID-19 deaths? - Global ResearchGlobal Research - Centre for Research on Globalization

That said, iam not dismissive of what you experience(d) because anyone running this operation would have to consider inflicting some segment of the population with something so that they champion the agenda to be rolled out. It is my suspicion, in accounting for cases like yours, that whatever disabled your sense of smell & taste was in the vaccines prior to 2020. So if you got any vaccine sometime between 2017-2019, they put something in you that could be activated post-2020. CRISPR (the gene editor) is/was in the shots. It was discovered in 2012. Are we to believe that TPTB didn’t resist the temptation to put it (albeit on a small scale) in vaccines sometime between 2013-2019? Again, anyone running this operation would know that as soon as death & injury from the shots becomes widespread people wouldn’t take it….as indeed happened in 2021 (hence the mandates) so why not “vaccinate” a chunk of would-be resistors before 2020?

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My wife lost her smell too and it never fully came back. Covid was a thing. Probably a genetically altered flu strand or something.

However the flu was down dramatically during Covid, and this could probably be explained by all of the false positives of Covid being sent back to people and hospitals.

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I currently have Covid (for the 4th time) right now, as does my Wife. I remember when I was Diagnosed with H1N1 (Swine Flu) back in ‘09, and my Doctor said not to Worry because it is just the Flu. I was afraid that I was going to Die, but she said that it is all Fear Mongering. I just saw this Article today, and it seems she was right.

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Well they couldn’t have worded it any creepier. A test? To find out how compliant we are when we are told it is for the common good?

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Dr Michael Persinger, in doing research for his “God Helmet”(infamous for simulating an alien abduction by stimulating parts of the brain in a lab) was reported to have said; “You will see, hear and feel things that aren’t real”.

Iam prefacing with that, as food for thought, because you can never really argue against someone’s experience. This question of whether the virus was real or not is going to be with us forever even though, “they” supposedly plan on revealing the truth after the next 20yrs…the UK MP Andrew Bridgen claimed that a peer said that to him. This isn’t the last operation to split people into camps. What do you think is going to happen when Disclosure/Project BlueBeam is announced? People will be adamant that aliens transported them to Mars or that Mary took them to heaven and they traversed the celestial courts for a couple hours before returning to Earth.

You’ll pull out every patent, whitepaper, a comment by a globalist etc to convince them that their experience was fake, a simulation but it will be useless because they’ll be so convinced of their experience. Your protest can only make headway if the other person entertains some doubt as to their experience….that it was either inorganic or isn’t what s/he is being told. TPTB care about what people experience because that determines their course of action.

I have to get this off my chest because Covid isn’t the last psyop over which we will argue whether it was real or fake.

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The Swine Flu Pandemic of 2009 was faked. When countries around the world went into lockdown in March 2020, to make sense of it all I had to look back into the past by re-reading this 2010 Forbes article. Ofcourse, Forbes was ordered to take it down some months later when answers about the pandemic & lockdowns couldn’t be sustained. 2005, 2009, Ebola (2014?) were all leading us to 2020.

Why The WHO Faked A Pandemic

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The pandemic was a test for humanity. We were supposed to come together for the greater good and we failed. Not only did we fail, we became more divided. That is what we are all feeling. That failure. We are all carrying that guilt. We all know that we’re going down a darker path because we failed the test. Evil has been allowed to thrive. Satan has divided and conquered us

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Are you insinuating my wife losing her smell is all in her head? Well I am not in her brain but there are bad stenches that she either can’t smell or can only faintly smell. Covid was a disease. It wasn’t wildly different than the flu. It seems to have been the flu mixed with some kind of respiratory virus. Most likely the flu that was tweaked in a lab to make a “better” flu to they could go in pandemic mode.

A lot of doom and gloom in this thread but I would argue the opposite. Projecting Looking Glass said all time lines converged in the year 2012. These people that use computer algorithms, portents, and fortune tellers to see the future found this out. The year 2020 was damned if they do/damned if they don’t. Keep making small gradual pandemics where nothing much happens and they couldn’t progress their agenda as needed. So they go bigger with Covid to really make some progress. Unfortunately for them it was too big and too many of the masses seen Covid for the orchestrated take over that it was. And in doing so waking up a lot of people.

TPTB need people complacent, fighting each other(on micro and macro levels), and supporting their systems. Their systems consists of their governments, religious institutions, financial institutions, and entertainment. More and more people are finding this out during this post-Covid world which will cause problems for their end goal.

Revelations is being fulfilled. We are close to the end of the Bible while close to the endgame for TPTB. I don’t know how this will all play out but I believe it might happen differently than we think. Revelations is a time of revealing and we are now seeing who pulls all the strings of the world powers. Things will get worse before it gets better and the dystopian A.I. surveillance state will probably be instituted soon. Sometime after that is when the tide will finally turn and these people that have been in control for millennia will be overthrown for good. Don’t know if Jesus will literally come down on a floating a cloud while throwing lightning bolts at bad guys or if it will be something more subtle like God putting the right knowledge in our heads at just the right time. Maybe the ones that get the trans humanism chips implanted in them will suffer mass deaths from an electromagnetic storm that God will create? Not sure how it will play out.

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Life is different since the pandemic. More people are more glued to their smartphones or tablets. Society is more divided with any topic especially conspiracies. People go out less. The media is more sinister than it was in 2010.

One good thing about this pandemic is how more people are founding the truth about society. I didn’t know this website, the former forum, existed until the lockdown happen. Do I believe the world is more gray? Yes. Should we allow society manipulate with that thought? No.

More of the truth will come out. It’s been boiling up for the past six years and now it will explode.

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